As I wind down the path of emasculation, I realize that not just should it be the path of enlightenment I also see that I am better than them. “I mean you bite my freestyles”, I see a part of the emasculation process is the constant hurt. Foolish, to blindly seek out destruction and pain and pretend to have a purpose. So I strife, I prefer the processes involved in life and I do not take many shortcuts. I see that with our constant use my education could be wasted. I worry about forgetting the terms and I look for better ways to study in my off time. I find discussion helps.
Being able to do so freely is an entirely separate matter. Discussing it with interested parties and not a phantom foe” or somebody who mmm is a detractor, or a person who copies off the waves I make. So sometimes I will just do whatever it is that pissess you off and let you sure in your own ineptitude.