I was still working on the site and had some stuff to go over before I could get excited bout what I was doing. History would tell that situations can change in a blink of an eye. And no this is not one of my scary stories but something that I wanted to go over.
Disappointment and trying to overcome shortcomings. I sell items and have recently hooked up with a large company. It made me wonder how much time did I really have or dedicate to doing things that I thought would make me successful. How smart am I? What does it take to sell or any assortment of thoughts about not being good enough or trying your best.
Right this minute I am playing battlefield and trying to plot my time based on courses that I want to take for something. Does it take other people to be successful?
A lot can be said I guess for anybody who has felt that kind of self doubt and overcome it. But I doubt really that they had any real idea on how to state what exactly they did to do it. Nothing but a bunch of cliches I guess. S**t like “Stay the path” or “it will happen” or this” Better luck next time we will be in contact” S**t that is funny to say when you are the one that denies me or somebody.
Regardless another year of F**kery and amazement is upon me.
Be Blessed