I fussed about having my time wasted and felt the anger of not being able to describe my frustrstion. I Can feel the anger of wanting to hurt or hit, but what I have not felt is the perverted way you may feel when you constantly hurt others. To find sick things that create perversions on life and the odd way you hide in shame only to still feel that you are at odds with the world. You made a mistake because I still may get the satisfaction of “thud” or”smack” or “pow”. You however will take much more to get there. Do not let me stop your descent.