I plan on making each of these things mentioned something I speak about regularly. In the mean time, as an adult I notice there is less and more of things to go around. I had less money at times and more opportunities at others. I feel now as an adult there may be less or a odd assortment of all of it. Confused, me too. It seems with willpower and aptitude a adult may not be able to do as much. Example, my lack of affiliation with certain groups. I tried to change this by rejoining deca a program I could not complete as a high school student. Now that I am member again I have to decide what to do with it. How to do this without being to self-serving.