I had a few girlfriends growing up and until my adult life. Living in a certain fashion, makes it a harder story to tell. You may have to do your homework to see what was real or not, and like many other men I thought ahead. I had real crushes with some that were out of my reach and been around too many that were not worth touching.
So how does that add up to “f%%&ering” who knows, but some where in the dating world this and many other things take place. The funny thing is that I may have scored but never knew what the bases were. As a young man, a pre-teen and up until now I still had not mastered this “techniques”. Like who likes it and when, and most and all importantly how? I was way more afraid of scratching some vital part than the act itself. All the groping and I may still not know what base it is. How could I explain that I instinctively want this but really can’t say how or what to do with it. Even better is do I really want to. Saying what makes us do that?
Try moving your hands around down there and not being sure if she enjoys it. Try asking her may work, so why don’t you imagine it. Try thinking back to the first time you tried to at least to “f@#%er” your girl and think how many times you asked if she liked it.
I remember quite or silence the first time I tried to and questions later on about who I told. “No one” and many times over I would hope to be in this situation as a young man. Until my sexual escapades became more apparent if not in the open.
I was twelve. This is not sex just think about it you may laugh.